every breath a fracture

by MALLRAT

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jimmy cooper
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jimmy cooper MALLRAT is so important & beautiful. they're an inspiration & make me feel less alone in this scary scary world. I LOVE MALLRAT!!! Favorite track: i don't hate my body i'm just afraid of it.
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ha_rim MALLRAT is an important and exciting band to follow in the DIY/emo scene! Their honest and introspective songwriting brings so much life and a powerful and unique voice. Thank you for being a voice for people of many communities :) Favorite track: i don't hate my body i'm just afraid of it.
dani laundry
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dani laundry melo is amazing and i'm so happy to see their progression as a musician!! all of these songs are really special! Favorite track: i don't really wanna try.
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deirdre :O :O :O :O :O :O :O :O :O :O :O :O :O Favorite track: do you worry that i am too forgiving.
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released December 2, 2016

melo davis (he/they): vocals, guitar
em boltz (they): guitar
ro samarth (she/they): drums

engineered, produced & mixed by carlos hernandez @ gravesend recordings

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MALLRAT Brooklyn, New York

gay angels making songs about living in a racialized, gendered, traumatized body

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Track Name: there's a ghost
there's a ghost in my home who asks me where i've been
when i come back shaking
a ghost in my home who won't let me sleep
and i wake up screaming

there's a ghost in my home who asks me where i've been
when i come back shaking
a ghost in my home who won't let me sleep
with every breath's a fracture
Track Name: i feel pretty when you look at me
would you love me if you weren't so much older than me
would you love me if you treated me more tenderly
i feel pretty when you look at me

would you love me if i wasn't just surviving
would you love me but not just out of pity
i feel pretty when you look at me
i feel pretty when you look at me
Track Name: i don't hate my body i'm just afraid of it
in a bathroom mirror
i've never seen someone so distant
why would i even bother
to get to know a boy who's missing

i don't hate my body i'm just afraid of it
finding my self worth was never worth it

i wanna leave this party
i wanna soak my brain in bleach
i tell you all about it
i hate that you know what i mean

how'd you love my body when i'm so afraid of it
finding my self worth was never worth it
Track Name: do you worry that i am too forgiving
you scared me one morning
there's just little deaths that i can't help remembering
did you think i saw you ugly
like the kind of kisses that made my mouth bleed

why do you try to deal with the things inside my head

i could love you the next evening
do you worry that i am too forgiving
and i know that you hurt somebody
do you worry that i am too forgiving

why do you try to deal with the things inside my head
Track Name: so many dreams
your street's too bright for you to sleep
that's why you have so many dreams
your bed's too soft for me to leave
that's why i have so many dreams
Track Name: i don't really wanna try
i don't wanna get out of bed today cuz
i can tell that i'm gonna miss my train and
i don't really wanna try

i heard that my body's not working so my
doctor told me what i should eat and that's why
i don't really wanna try

i don't think that i've had the best luck but i'm
glad that i don't cry every time we fuck cuz
i don't really wanna try

i don't ever think i deserve your love cuz
love is something i never got enough and
i don't really wanna try